I trully heart Her ♥

Mamy,i count this part as my second great failures.Deep inside your heart i can reach and i can felt the sorrow in your soul,but you kept smilling coz you know the tears and the voice of your dissapointed will make me down.I thank God for the bless especially when i was born as your baby,girl and your daughter.We share almost every tiny miny joy and pain.I'm blessed by your love,tenderness,love,care and patience.You meant more than a world to me.My fully-blood,the heartbeat of every beating heart of mine,my backbone who makes me strong and the breath that inspire every unawaken soul.Yesterday and today was painfull and sadness failures but tomorrow will be my unending succesfull every point of my life.Stay,hold on and never let go.ILOVEYOU MAMY ♥

Deddicated to one and ony: Madam Rose Utit,mamy (: 010710.0149.

I trully heart Her ♥

Mamy,i count this part as my second great failures.Deep inside your heart i can reach and i can felt the sorrow in your soul,but you kept smilling coz you know the tears and the voice of your dissapointed will make me down.I thank God for the bless especially when i was born as your baby,girl and your daughter.We share almost every tiny miny joy and pain.I'm blessed by your love,tenderness,love,care and patience.You meant more than a world to me.My fully-blood,the heartbeat of every beating heart of mine,my backbone who makes me strong and the breath that inspire every unawaken soul.Yesterday and today was painfull and sadness failures but tomorrow will be my unending succesfull every point of my life.Stay,hold on and never let go.ILOVEYOU MAMY ♥

Deddicated to one and ony: Madam Rose Utit,mamy (: 010710.0149.

rated (:

letsforgetthepastjustmoveonbehappymoveonlifeurlyfetothefullestnoregretyouwillbefine.xoxoxo♥

heartbreaking

I believe that to forget someone is one of the hardest assignments given in life, especially if you had this gut feeling that she or he is the one. Therefore all of these thoughts crossing my mind drove me deeply .Into the psychology of what is called falling wrongly in love.And,the hardest part is when you have to lost someone who you love and do love you the most.


p/s:Someone or people,i do love you.So much more than words can say.You mean more then a world to me.But,letting you go is maybe the dumbest things i ever did.Maybe,its for the best.It never easy for me.

cure ♥

This is more deyn a words or phrase dat speak out tru mai heart or chest.I"m not good with words i aint gud in everytink eu want i tink.I"ma weak,i"m disgrace to eu or never sastify eu in every motion eu ever dream for eu to remember as sweet dream.
I fall,i rise.I"m human i"m not better among da rest,aint perfect.I"m sick,i"m tired and scared.When i was in pain or hurts,mai soul was scream i always alone.Theres no one for me to lay on.Its lyke a living in lies when i have to look strong or tough enuf but inside of me ders a broken heart dat need its cure.The more i seek maiself the more i felt lost.
I lay alone awake at night.Sorrow fills my eyes.But I’m not strong enough to cry.Despite of my disguise.I’m left with no shoulder.But everybody wants to lean on me.I guess I’m the soldier.
I bottle all my hurt inside,I guess I’m a living in lie.Inside my mind each day I die.What can bring me back to life?A simple word, a gesture.Come find this buried treasure.Rainbows lead to a pot of gold.
I am notink,empty.Do hate me,coz it doesnt matter now (":

i aint being better ♥

I just come back from church just now.As i standing der,in front of Almighty God,mai legs was shaking,mai hands was cold and teardrops on mai hand.I felt so weak and lonely.And dat was the tyme i speak up mai voice and i pray.Its hard for me to speak it out.But i have too,better deyn i kept it for maiself.Its killing me.
I want HIM to be wif me and i noe he is der for me 24/7 and for da rest of mai lyfe,for sure.I praise eu LORD.I was gracefully and blessfull wif ur love.iloveyou with an everlasting love ♥ I never walk alone,i never fail or fall.I never giving up wen eu was here wif me.What is love mean witout eu in da chapter?What is world mean to me wen eu were mai world (": iloveloveloveyou to the FULLEST.
The world are stop spinning if eu not holding mai hands.Mai faith are shaking,fragile and easily broken without eu.When violet eyes get brighter.And heavy wings grow lighter.I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.And I'll forget the world that I knew.But I swear I won't forget You.
I will be everything You want.I will be with You for da rest of mai lyfe.You da reason i"m alive and breathing.Take everything dat was belong to You Lord even mai breath.Mai lyfe is all yours.If i cant make it till tomorrow,ders one wish i really dying want You to fullfill it,take care of mai parents and bless dem with love and joy.Nothing more precious deyn dat.Mai breath,mai soul,mai everything hear me out ♥.

nanascarisheart ♥

Wedding Dress-Taeyang (":

Some say it’s not over ‘till it’s over
Guess this is really over now
There’s something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen

When you have a fight with him
Sometimes you cry
And feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of your smile
Can make feel fine again
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you
Coz then we would drift apart
I hold my breath, bite my lips
Oh, please leave him and come to me

Baby, please don’t take his hand
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

You never knew how I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy

Now I have no more tears left to cry
When I’m by myself I talk to you like you’re here
I’ve felt so restless every night
Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Please leave him and come to me

Baby, don’t take his hand when he comes to you
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

Please be happy with him
So that I can forget you
Please forget how miserable I looked
It’s going to be unbearably hard for me
For a long while to come

p/s:dis lyrics really touched mai words.its so depth and hurts.more deyn words can say (":